“All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity;
but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible." - T.E. Lawrence
a math and ss gone! not bad i think, quite confident haha. watching girls of the top 24 on american idoool. hm, so-so. so far i've only liked the lilly scott person. but other than that, nothing interesting to report seriously. done studying physics and e math, hope it goes as well as today.
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I've built my life around you But time makes you bolder, children get older I'm getting older too
common tests are officially starting tomorrow. i'm actually not too stressed about them this time hmm, not a good sign. i finished studying SS already, hopefully its enouggh.
and omg my teeth are hurting like sakjhflskjdfs from the dental today gaaaaaaaaaaaagh
yaaay, We Are The World youtube stars version. Seriously, i liked this better than the new hollywood one. Yup, I said it.
and i hate it when people tweet/facebook about someone and they use the word "you", when in fact everybody knows who their talking about. it's really stupid and people should stop it.
but there's always YouTube to make up for it! Go watch nerimon. He's some British guy with weird hair and he's trying to get discovered as a musician. BUT he always posts really really REALLY funny videos of him reading twilight HAHA its hilarious.
here's his latest one! Him reading Twilight: Chapter 8!
PLEASE ONLY WATCH IF YOU'RE NOT COMPLETELY OPPOSED TO SOME VULGARITY AND F-BOMBS
so, school started today. it was humid and i fell asleep during chinese. i really can't wait for common tests to be over so we can slack a little and for holidays to start so we can get a break from this crap. i hate being tired all the time. i've had so much work the past few days, whenever i'm not doing work (like right now) i feel so shitty and guilty and useless. hmph.
i'm kind of grumpy (school does that to me) and nothing very interesting has happened, so i'll just post some photos and lyrics.
"Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes (I'm not here) This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here..."
watched valentines day today. was really fluffy and and flossy, but it was really good to watch haha. heh, it made me sniffle. hahaha taylor lautner is so sweet hehehe, even though he had like, 5 lines in the entire movie mwoaar, i lub him and his giant teddy bear and his holding the elevator open (whoops spoilers).
and then went shopping after that bought a dress(!!), a top and a cardigan. mwooar love. yesterday watch percy jackson and the lightning thief! hahhaa logan lerman is SERIOUSLY CUTE woah. haha although, the movie is pretty corny and the plot is quite hmm, average hahah, but still. a cute guy makes up for everything, always heh.
anyhoooo, leaving for home tonight! yaay, finally i really hate spending holidays overseas really. hmmz, home is so much comfier.
"Now I'm not a highly metaphysical man But I know when the stars are aligned you can bump into person in the middle of the road look into their eyes and you suddenly know Rocking in the dance hall moving with you Dancing in the night in the middle of June My momma told me don't lose you 'cause the best luck I had was you"
Say Hey (I Love You) by Michael Franti & Spearhead
my grandparents are vegetarian so for the next few days i'm obliged off meat.
the internet sucks and the weather is making me so drowsy i barely have enough focus to get through doing homework. been procrastinating so far, did half of math only.
there's absolutely nothing to do seriously. there aren't even any like, interesting cousins or fun aunties/uncles to bring us out. only grandma and grandpa. i love them, but their basically.. boring.
and i have to be here to monday, dying in the heat with nothing to do ):
had chinese new year concert in school today, had 3 items in total if you count the mass singing in the end. Choir songs were awesome~ good jobs guys, really really proud of (: then had chaokuaigan band performance. It was eeeh, alright, haha, we put a lot of practice into though, so we did our best.
sarahloo, sarahwongwanting and all the NJ people came back today! its major shit that mg is like, the only school that didn't have a half day today. and we still had cca ): gaaaaah, tireded.
leaving for malacca tonight, i think i'm more excited for the drive there than actually being there. i made two whole playlists to keep me occupied on the road. yaaay. and the two hours will finally give me time to start reading Dear John! which i've been putting off because of the mountain of work. haaaappy. wish we fun because it's usually really boring and hot there. one more reason why i need to get a omnia II right now.
"Why did I change the pace Hearts were never meant to race I always felt the need for space But now I can't reach your face
So where are you standing now? Are you in the crowd of my faults Love, can you see my hand? I need one more chance We can still have it all
If we crawl Till we can walk again Then we'll run Until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly Until there is no wind So lets crawl, crawl, crawl Back to love"
I've been so busy I've been neglecting all my music and my photography ): i feel like i'm giving up so much by having so much to do at school. i mean, of course it's good to have a really active school life and be involved in a lot of things, but like, eventually i'm not gonna have a life... oh weeeells, i wonder if we have any ice cream left. and i really miss mummy because she's off in korea nad seriously, my dad bugs the crap out of me. i'm not kidding. EVERYTHING HE DOES pisses me off. i don't know why and i don't think it's a good thing.
chapel was good today, i think shernice is really good :) and her band is awesome shizz. rest of the day was average. had cny rehearsals after school which was just skjdfsflkahslkfhlaskdf gah. have no idea how we're going to perform on friday. pray that God gives us strength and guidance.
i woke up this morning feeling like total crap and then proceeded to lie in bed for the next 2 hours.
this guy is amazing. I LOVE HIS VOICE. and he has a cool room for all his recording stuff. whee, go check out phillypepper1000 on youtube. He's covered mostly paramore songs, acoustic, THEY'RE GOOD. Go see.
and today, i just rediscovered my love for Disney movies. sigh~ they're so gorgeous, the older i grow the more i love them, which is ironic. but i think that's part of the point of disney movies - that they never grow old(:
AND THE SONGS AAAAAAH
"at least, out loud, i won't say i'm in love"
SIGGGGH and i really should be doing homework right now. not a surprise that i'm not. instead i'm revisiting my childhood and wondering why i didn't appreciate these movies when i was younger. Peter Pan, Lady and the Tramp, Bambi, LITTLE MERMAID, Pocahontas. And like, Aladdin, Lion King, Cinderella, Mulan, Tarzan, those quintessential ones. oohlala~ and of course they also made bridge to terabithia, WALL-E and UPPPPPPPP. oh my gosh, Up ):
so, you're probably wondering: "what?! yannting got a new blog again! grrr, change so many times! keep having to re-link her" and i would agree with you. but i figured i needed somewhere to vent with all the stress/homework/crap/drama happening recently. so tadaa! new blog appears.
but yeah. woke up at 6.15am today. my brain couldn't even function. most saturdays, it'd be lucky for me to wake up before 10. but anyhoo, we had our SMPF presentation tingum at RI today, so we met up at 7 at j8 to prepaare. had coffeebean♥ fix and then after mounds of discussion, headed off to ri. i think it went quite well, the other groups were pretty impressive too. there was this acsi guy who did the project solo (its usually 3-4 people per group) and he was so freaking pro, wow. he's super smart.
too bad they're all nerdy not my type. heh.
ANYWAY. homework has been a bitch. the only thing i'm happy about is my 野蛮邻居作文, but other than that, everything is shit.
(wow, google chrome is so pretty. thank you, shan and swong!)
mwooar. and thenn there was tuition. which i shall not bother to elaborate on. it's boring but needed, so.
and we had reunion dinner at night with my granddad and grandma (mum's side). we usually have it earlier with them because we always go to malaysia for chinese new year. i'm not complaining. i get to eat good food twice. and get twice as much hongbao money ;D
baby cousin came! she just gets cuter and cuter. my camera wasn't with me so i didn't get to take any photos, but take my word for it, she's the cutest thing on earth.
hmm.
... sigh. that clenching feeling when you have to let something go.