“All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity;
but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible." - T.E. Lawrence
So the past few days have been a blur of deep sleeps, hazy and sticky afternoons and getting back test results. After that one night of only sleeping two hours and feeling like crap the next morning, I've been sleeping like a baby, yaaay.
And yes, the weather must be trying to deep fry us or something because I'm swimming in my own sweat by 2 o' clock everyday and it is noooot good. It's so humid that I every time I take in a breath, I feel like im inhaling hot water. Oh gosh, it's too hot.
We got back our CT results! Pretty exciting. I am quite happy with my results actually. Even in Chem, which I was sure I would flunk with neon colours. The only bad thing about things like this is I don't know how to react when other people are so grieved because they "failed every other subject". I mean yeah, failing sucks majorly. But then, when people talk about failing, I can't add to the conversation and I just sit there awkwardly listening, not knowing what to do.
And that sucks too.
"Nowadays the future is a prominent topic in our conversations. We just sit around and talk about death and how old we're getting. Cheer up guys, we're only fifteen."
Haha sarahwong, how I love thee. I wish I could blog like you, my blog is not inspiring at all. Then again, Sarah talks like that in real life, and I talk like this in real life (kinda), so maybe it's just me.
And to be honest, I havent really kept to my resolutions, and it kinda feels like shit.
"Just the thought of life is beautiful. The thought of pulse, this invisible movement that propels us forward, the thought that lives can be so interwoven that one can affect the other, the thought that in the weather of the world our life is a passing breeze, but to us, it is all that we really have.